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everything good in my world
is taken from me prematurely
plucked from my all too idle hands

my problem is in the delay
i wait around until everythings perfect
in this world, nothing is ever perfect

my judgement is overcast
it is blurred by its own judgement
who will judge the judges?

if only you could see inside of my soul
if only i could see inside of my soul
then life would be easier, tenfold

i have never made a single good decision
in my lifetime, i have failed many times
what is success defined by?

you told me

you don't want to talk about it
you never want to talk about it
it isn't what you think
it's never what you think
i open my soul to you
you close yours off to me
theres nothing to talk about
theres something you aren't talking about
i feel like im losing my closest friend
i feel like i've lost my closest friend

help
help me
help yourself
please...
why?

That Sinking Feeling

the wound was formed long ago
but the deepening scar isn't healing
i cringe when i think of the blow
and deep down... that sinking feeling

my words and actions were frank,
but your response sent me reeling
i must make my expression blank,
to avoid... that sinking feeling

i caught you out in the act
my heart in your hand you were stealing
i was off guard when you attacked
it explains... that sinking feeling

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