People say the strongest emotion is love. I disagree, although I may have said the opposite earlier.
I think the strongest emotion is Hate, because Hate is a form of love, but more concentrated.
Hate can either be the love of the thought of something not existing (for example, If i say I hate that pot plant in the corner, what I'm saying is how I would love for there to be no pot plant in the corner)
Or, hate can be the pure love of an object, to the point where you hate it. You want it, you need it, you can not have it, you hate it. There are many things like this that i hate. I hate seeing something perfect and knowing that it cant be mine, and also knowing that I cant hate it in the usual sense, it can not be destroyed.
If i could destroy it, problem solved. If i cant be happy, no one can (that sort of philosophy.)
Im in a bad mood tonight, im really tired and something today (cant remember what) has brought up some really bad memories.
I have a maths test tommorow that i really should be studying for, but I have neither the willpower nor the energy.
I have also realised to the extent at to which i am a fucking idiot, and damn i wish I could do what my alter ego (Edwin Brown, see my other blog) could do. I sound so lame, and I am lame, people have been telling me that for years. My closest friends, even people who are closer, and I've shrugged it off, taking it as a joke, but its starting to catch up to me, and im beginning to hate myself even more that i already do.
The thing is, this time tommorow, im probably going to be in an awesome mood, after an audition and with my mum, whos coming down from Hong Kong for the weekend.
But right now, all i feel like doing is lying in bed and crying. What a sad story...
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I disagree. Love is the most powerful thing on this earth. I think, if hate were a stronger emotion than love, we would be in a constant war. Although some may argue that there have been many wars including the current war in Iraq but all wars have come to an end. I believe that is where the love dominates over the hate. Yes, hate is a strong emotion but love is stronger. Hope you are well. Please write again soon then drink your glass of water.
note the title...
please ignore this post, i was in an incredibly grumpy mood
but now that im in a neutral mood, id have to say that love and hate would be equal, neither one more powerful
Yes but why post it, if it were to be ignored.
Its arguable.
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